воскресенье, 25 декабря 2011 г.

People are going crazy, trying to unravel the mystery of Love,
which melts the rocks, where it goes,
when the heart is cold.
and why it is so close,from love to hate
why love songs make feel sad,
and why it is so hard to let somebody go?

пятница, 23 декабря 2011 г.

caramel mood

Veronika called me today while I was thinking about being a good girl in school. 
Yes, of course)!We decided to skip classes as always.  
Yes, yes, yes, most of my posts begin with such phrases.
  But what can I do if I love US so much?
By the way, Christmas holidays are coming soon, but I don't have any holiday spirit.
Maybe it's because of the weather. 
Or maybe I just afraid to start next year (2012 will be very important to me).
  But anyway, everything will be fine as long as I have such wonderful friends.

суббота, 17 декабря 2011 г.

home sweet home

lately I've been really enjoying being at home.
 especially when I'm alone.  
this is so unlike me. probably, I'm really very tired. 
but I always have time for experiments with my camera

Suede - So Young

    Because we're young because we're gone
    We'll take the tide's electric mind oh yeah? oh yeah
    We're so young and so gone let's chase the dragon oh
    Because we're young because we're gone
    We'll scare the skies with tigers eyes oh yeah? oh yeah
    We're so young and so gone let's chase the dragon oh
    Let's chase the dragon...
    ...from our home high in the city where the skyline
    Stained the snow I fell for a servant who kept me on the boil
    We're so young and so gone, let's chase the dragon from our home!

Lana Del Rey - Born To Die

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough
I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long
We carry on
Try to have fun
In the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
So choose your last words
This is the last time
'Cause you and I
We were born to die

вторник, 13 декабря 2011 г.

So cold ... As always, I don't want and can't do anything.
Today, we
cut classes at Kate's appartment,
watched "
Sex and the City", ate, smoked, dreamed, talked about everything.
Why do we
need go to school?
I'm so happy without it!!

And now I'm

I can't write poems, I can't do my homework,
I can't, I can't !!!!

Hair stink of cigarette smoke.
What should I do if I don't want anything?

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help

понедельник, 12 декабря 2011 г.

Alphaville - Forever Young

 Lets dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We dont have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The musics for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders were getting in tune
The musics played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why dont they stay young

Its so hard to get old without a cause
I dont want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And dimonds are forever

So many adventures couldnt happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

четверг, 8 декабря 2011 г.

эй, джуд

эй, джуд!
помнишь - пять утра, липкий сон, пара-тройка несносных слов,
мы ругали виски, найдя в нем бездарность и зло,
и какой-то хэддэвэй бархатным голоском
напевал: what is love?
ты взрывалась нейтронной бомбой,
я был поодаль
только это меня и спасло.

эй, джуд!
помнишь - невский, угрюмый квартал, квартиры и план,
мы смотрели друг другу в глаза и выпили океан,
сигареты искрились в руках, иглой мигала луна,
эту чернокожую ночь отымел бы весь ку-клукс-клан
(ох, какой же долгой она была)

эй, джуд!
было время, внутри зажигались тысячи красных лампочек,
мы бежали, спеша обналичить чек,
только чувствовать обоюдную боль
не было чем,
и все остальное - в таком же ключе,
разрываясь, будто снаряд, стирали множество файлов и папочек,
головную боль оставив и стаи
таких разжиревших бабочек.

эй, джуд,
скверно воспринимать всерьез, да какой из этого толк,
двойку тел не прошибает больше электроток,
по ночам снится твой кареглазый дог,
вместо твоих духов - дым сковородок
с прожаренным кордон блю,
и весь этот бротиган, все наркотики, весь уют
и тому, кто любит, должно быть безумно больно
когда его предают.
Dana and I by Polly. Summer. Sebastopol. Miss us

Kenza Zouiten - model, designer and blogger from Sweeden


8 of december

photo after school (or rather instead of school).
  I do not like it , but I want to remember this day. 
It was special, despite the terrible weather.